Me too

It hurt today
I heard your thoughts
You see,  I wouldn’t have spoken but I needed to be free
A huge burden it was,  a big deal
Now,  I’m some wanton, irresponsible female
I’m asking myself if I asked for more than you could give
I didn’t – I helped you out – you stayed away; I stayed put
But I cried today
It was painful to hear that I’m without respect in your eyes
I’m to you something I’m not because of misconstrued words
I could have felt anger and spoken of it but I felt you and told you of it – emotions everything
I blame myself but never again
I might have needed your hand to hold or your heart to understand but never again
I would have spoken,  my heart isn’t as hard as I make it out to be
I didn’t want to pester or say the wrong words while the right ones got lost in my hazy state

I bruise easily so be gentle when you handle me
I think I’m done here
It doesn’t even matter,  I’ll be gone soon then I’ll be forgotten
I made a mistake
I didn’t want it to seem like I had to have you
I was hoping for a miracle
A slow process in the merging of hearts
I wish it were different but some things you can never change
Goodbye

Pulchae

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