ADDICTION

I wrote this with a good friend of mine @tytyloye – He’s an awesome writer, you should check out his blog

I…
woke up today, feeling ashamed
It’s not like every other day
but it’s more like the same old story
I’ve been there, done that again
The exact things I said I wouldnt .. not again

I…
am mundane, clandestine
A creature of habit
when pushed to the edge of insanity
My mind becomes devoid of judgement 
A precarious fate , Amoral by all standards
White, pristine & pure till white becomes the new evil
It burns … cos ….  I worship the white demon

Down…
that highway I went cruising
it’s an highway to Hell.. I know that
But I can’t stop myself.. I like the feeling
I like all cats… … but the pussy that’s my favorite
I enjoy chasing waterfalls.
a natural obsession for temptation 
damn if it’s wrong I never wanna be right.

I’m…
labelled patent, I breathe vintage
Dedicated to plastic
I swipe, swipe, swipe
Slowly the lunacy fills my soul
I’m knee-deep in destruction
I need my fix, I swipe yet …..Again

I…
am a nerd , oh yes I am
I’ve got my own lab as well as herds
I fuel the game..it’s all about the adrenaline rush
So I cook up remedies.. more like a flush.
Till it becomes a routine and the cycle never ends.
Round and round we go, we stay fly and merry
Life is never a hurry

I’m…
vain..I’m all about the looks and swag
The poise and gaite, that’s my lifestyle
 We rock hard and get the hustle on
 Hook and crook we play mind games
 Nothing personal it’s just  the  business of Young Money  
 We make the wealthy choke on their pride
 We control their digits like taking a new bride

I’ve…
got a problem, maybe or maybe not
I’m left alone to deal with this madness
My friends alienate me
Like a sheep led to the slaughter
I made a choice in so doing
I won the battle but I lost the war

My…
mind becomes a tug of war between good and evil
The brief moments of normalcy leaves me sated
I beg for a saviour
But I’ve been thrown in the sanatorium
Where there are others like me
Helpless, searching, abandoned
Left at Calvary to endure scorn of legions

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