LOVE CYCLE

I feel like sharing a bit of myself today; while some friends of mine will vehemently disagree with this – side eye at Zeze, I’ve always prided myself in making my life an open book so no one “blackmails” me.
I have a love cycle – there’s something about that aspect of my life or maybe it has to do with my petite nature and my “intriguing” personality that makes me a magnet for particular love interests at certain points in my life. It’s been tedious most times, annoying some, pleasurable for brief periods on end, worrisome at intervals but all in all, full of proverbial experiences.
I had my first crush at the age of 8, that lasted 11 years. Contrary to popular opinion, some things are not just a figment of a child’s imagination. As young as I was, I knew I was in love with Dare, I day dreamed about him, dreamt and fantasised about him. I made up scenarios in my head that had me taking our children to school. I was bewitched – you see, he is this half caste cutie and most of the girls in my class were besotted by him; but mine left an indelible expression on me. Throughout secondary school, the slums I filled were full of him – it was so bad that my friends made so much fun and called him the perfect absentee boyfriend.

Going forward, I met him again after 6 years in secondary school then he relocated to Australia and that broke my young heart and began my love woes. From then on, I have fallen in and out of love. Been in numerous one day relationships which I broke off the next day. I just couldn’t be bothered. I was looking for something and I had to get it and if he didn’t fit what I wanted,  bam bam bam – guy was out.
Funny thing, I have so many checklist and yet none at all. I just have to know him once and if my spirit agrees, I fall – I can b
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e in love with a dozen guys at once. It’s a checkmate move and most times leaves me more aghast with myself than I care to say.
What am I trying to say? I just want a regular love interest with the right looks, right pay (I’m not a digger, I just love being pampered) and right heart. Question now is:
Where is he?

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